The road ahead is going to be a long and winding one...

Just another dumb post...

The emotions rages deep within me, destroying my self-constructed world. Is there no end to it ?
I feel helpless in the wake of the destruction it has caused.

Can emotions really be that bad ?

I just wanna detach myself from these emotions once awhile. Detach when it's bad and attach when it's good. That I can only wish. They can either make or destroy a person's life. Now i understand why the Institute Of Mental Health exists. I bet majority of the patients there got their mind screwed up by emotions. Sigh....

What I really want, at least for now is to be comfortably numb; refer to 1st Sept 08 post. I just want to be a mere mortal numb to feelings. I need to feel comfortable when numbness strikes. Because it will be a good thing during times of sadness/depression.....

Emotional suicide anyone ?

randomness

Everything happens for a reason. Bad or good. For better or for worst.

When things don't go our way we blame God. We blame our situation and are so narrow-minded towards it. What to do ? We are created this way. Created to see things in our own perspective.

Well shit happens and we got to live with it. But it's up to us to view it in a positive or cynical manner. I feel at times i'am more towards the latter...

Gosh, hate that feeling.

Sup Sup

Yo guys wassup wassup ? According to my statistic, my visitors average have dropped 17% over the past month ! My blog is also affected by the financial turmoil so please buy more shares from me to increase it . Ok, crapping right now. Surprised i have unique 100 visitors last month till now. I know you guys will be like 100 so little I got atleast 300. Please consider the state of this blog and that figure is already impressive. haha. Sadly all come and go no tagging. Sigh.

I reckon this would be the last time I'am blogging as an youth. As of the time now it is 10.30PM 14th Jan 2009, 1h30min and counting to my adulthood.

Damn !

I dont want to age so fast, i still got so many things yet to experience and do as an youth ! Such as clubbing(yea right) and mastering an instrument(guitar) !!!! Just to name afew...

Oh well, the situation is inevitable.

Transitioning thoughts :

1. Finance
2.Friends
3.Family
4.Commitments
5.Ambitions
6.Marriage ? (What the heck ? Still long way anyway...)
7.Number of kids desired *Just kidding for this one


Urg!!! Well, its normal i guess and it irks me.


Ok enough of all those jazz, anyway just a short highlight about the lastest buzz...

Last sat went for TP Open House to support my two dear friends Glenn & Erika and of course do project at the same time =)

Question what do you get when you put two talented artists together ? You get an audience wanting more ! Lameo . But that's what they gotten !

Glenn the next Josh Farro !

Record companies sign him now !
My scout says he has the potential to be a leading star in the future & regarded as a DEFINITE PURCHASE

Look! He even has the trademark rocker peace sign !
What's Next ?

&


Erika the girl with the uniquely beautiful voice !

OH yea, speaking of that... when she was singing, i saw girls in the audience looking at her with envies in their eyes !

They will be thinking :

"Oh damn ! Why does she have a great voice and I dont ! NOT FAIR ! I don't care I'm going to the docs tomorrow to get it adjusted"

Haha. exaggerating...

Well proud of them ...

Ps: Thanks Glenn for inspiring me to pick up the guitar again man. U know I know is enough . and u better teach me ! LAWL . thanks in advance !

Ok guys, I am done here...


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WOW

YOU ALL DONT KNOW WHAT PICTURES I FOUND ON THE INTERNET !!! Dont be shocked. PLEASE!

Here GOES !!!

JOYCE And Kel!!!!

ARIEL ON VOGUE !

Think i photoshop it ? LOL do u think i got that good skills? ha

ps. thx glenn

Quotes

Some inspirational quotes by Dr. John C. Maxwell. His quotes are very practical to our lives. It's very life-changing when we apply them. I already feel convicted and i want to act on it now...


"The greatest mistake we make is living in constant fear that we will make one."
- One major factor of why we normally don't have breakthroughs.

"Your life becomes better only when you make it better."
- So it seems how our life will be like accordance to our thinking and actions.

"People never care how much you know until they know how much you care."
- The all famous quote !

"If you keep doing what you've always done, you'll always get what you've always gotten."
- Another breakthrough robber.

"Believing in people before they have proved themselves is the key to motivating people to reach their potential."
- I like this, its proven. Whenever people believe in me i will reach my pinnacle. So please ! Believe in me more so I can show you my potential =)

I'm Yours

I don't know why but i'm hooked to the song I'm Yours by Jason Mraz... Song is simple and it feels warm... haha.. Its like in Hawali sitting by the beach with blue skies and playing their 'Ukkulele'.

Oh yea, i found this cover. ps shes cute and with a good voice !



Enjoy !